i've been a very strong man for this moment.5months and i still does not wan to giv up in this relationship.but come to think bout it.i think it is the time for me to let it go.she have been encouraging me to let go since long time.why am i o stubborn? i should jut listen to her n giv up.the earlier i giv up the lesser the pain i will get.now i think i have a heart attack.my heart keeps on being stabbed by ppl.i'm tired.so tired of wanting her to back with me.i am not a good guy.i am bad.especially to all the gurls.coz wat i do is always wrong.and wat u all do is always right.no point of commenting anymore.just follow the flow.if this is wat she wants, i should try to make it to be that way.

i will look for others so that i wont keep thinking of u.i will make my time fully use so that i does not have time to think bout u.all the best.n wish u luck.

once u have the guys u really love,even he betray u,u will know wat the feeling that i have last time.just pray hard.hope that u will get the same feelings as me sooner or later.good luck in finding one.

with love,
alvin.

spoke my mind.

9:32 PM