sometimes i really dunno why am i still wants to msg n call her whn i know she don wan to talk to me or reply my msg.why must i always waste all the money on phone to listen to her voice n see wat she reply me.i must be strong.just dunno wat to do bout it.really feel so numb of wat she do to me now.call her she can said she wants to bath,wants to practise,wan to go eat with fren and everything.izzit she giving me hint?izzit she wants me to feel that so that i can let go sooner or later?

you are enjoying a single life.thats wat i can say.u wants more ppl to care bout u,to talk to u,to show their concern to u.so u wont be lonely.comes to me,loneliness is the only best fren to me now.

our relation might just end like that coz of wat u did.maybe u wont know how hard i feels coz u don even care.u like to do it ya way.really got no comment on it.since u are happy,i am happy.sooner or later we willbe frens.that's might be ur aim.

spoke my mind.

11:36 PM