9 day without you

so fast it has been 9 dae without you.todae was so funny..i msg her call too buy the contact which she is selling.accoding to what i know,she can get it below 30 bucks.but she was selling me rm50 include transportation fee.so lame rite?

is ojie.since she wan to earn i will let her earn.i willing to pay her rm50 per box.the rest which i promise my fren i will pay by my self.guess wat.i cant tahan her being so calculative.since she so calculative with me, there start taking out the calculator to count.

i remember that she tell me she will giv me rm200 since she cant send me back to sg.this is her deal.i did not say it.i just call her to get a transport for me to get my ass back to sg since she does not wan to go back in the noon.she only wants to go back last minutes.at the end,she act nothing happen.only know how to think bout ownself.this still okie.she was ignoring me and trying to say that i msg her that i dowan the money.i remember i did not msg me but she insisted it.she dowan pay me 200.

that still okie.before i come work,i called her help me to keep 200 buckz.but till now she dowan to return me.i am so sad.she cheat my feelings still not enuff..now wanna cheat my money..haiz haiz.she dowan pay my that 200 too.she say when i go genting with their family, everyone need to pay 150 for accomodation n everything.anything ba.u think money can buy love..go on..i support u all the way.coz gurl is so money minded.always wan high maintenance.lolz!

during last nite i was thinking whether should i giv in and ask for forgiveness since i so cherish this relationship.god.pls help me.i dunno wat to do anymore.should i?or shouldn't i?very fan.

if i giv in she will think that i am the 1 who wrong n she wont wanna change.then she will claims that :
1.lying is a good way so i wont think too much.
2.she can have all freedoms to go out with her fren without telling me.
3.putting me in the last of the list in her priority.
4.will think that i never grow up like wat my ex told me.

haiz.gurl is so fan wan huh?izzit single better?

if i ask for forgiveness,this problem will keep occur coz she dowan to commit in this relationship.1 ppl commit is not enuff.haiz...pls tell me wat to do.i will follow wat ever u said to me.thanks alot!

spoke my mind.

11:32 PM