LONELINESS....why??why dis happen to me??just can understand it..i really miss the way i live in malaysia..why must i beeing force to study in singapore??i hate singapore!i don like to study here!i really miss my hometown...my family..my frenz...the food...the place i usually hang out...and many more..!just hope i can go back n have lots of fun wif u all...in here...2 words can describe about my live is....LONELINESS... n......MEANINGLESS......

Why do i said that?imagine that u just went to overseas....dunno any1 there..only u know who r u...live by urself..study by urself..live by urself..play wif urself..every single thing also by urself..is really suckz!i dowan it to be that way..i wan frenz....frenz to accompany to go throught all dis crap..throught this whole 6 years....hope it can past as fast as possible..so i can be myself...live the way i use to be...really miss the live i enjoy last time..hope that the clock can turn back so i can really enjoy myself..

People say..singapore is a very good country..very enjoyable..very fun living in here..everything is much more better than Malaysia..such as place to visit..place to pak toh..place to shop..education..but to me..i don think that is correct..i feel malaysia is much more better than singapore..there are alots of fantastic place to visit..to play n to paktoh....actually...everyway u study also the same...is depends on how a student will focus on their study..agree???i bet u do...even a lazy fello like me study in sg...it wont makes any big diff to my future....future is depends on how u gonna work so that 1 dae u will be rich...agree??

Well....frenz here in sg really cannot tahan..they are too childish to me...even so they are 17 n above..they act as thought they r still 15 or 16...or my god..how to survive wif this kind of ppl??every dae they only thinking bout arcade...play pool ..n do childish things such as builing sand castle beside the beach...uncle and aunty...chill out la...be more mature...do wat mature teenage do...i don mean to condemn u all but isn't the truth?

Reason i am still single now is because of distance i think...as u all know..singapore to malaysia...i mean my hometown...is like...damn far..about 300 km...wanna go abck also take about 5 hour from here..sigh!is kinda hard for sum1 to be patch wif me...i know that...n i fully wont angry or force u if u don choose me..love love stuff all no point to be force..i wan it to be nature..more fun...=).hope u understand that..n i will wait for ur answer kay?well...i get to know a gurl from my godsis " peisaan "..she intro a gurl to me..from kuala selangor..she is ...unpredictable..!!pretty...cute..chubby..short..=)blek.!..and many more..u all must really see her n know her..then u will know why i said that....dis makes me feel very uncomfortable because of it features,many guys are over her..is very challenging either..but no matter what..i hope distance wont make us be seperated....there are mobile phone...msn..friendster..skype..n many more technology thigs that will make us more nearer to each other..anyway i will wait till u giv me the answer...hope that u can giv me the answer as fast as possible..

Is already 3.40 now..n i dunno why my blog time is not the same as mine..sign!just dunno why i cannot sleep these few daes...keep on thinking of sum1...sum1 that would be important in my live...

spoke my mind.

3:40 AM